Lost

 -I have been seeing my often pathetic mistakes

-it might have mainly started at the end of 1984

-with the start of Days of our Lives about me

-I act constant like I am lost

-in the dream I had. Set in the Americas. Where there were people as in Days of our Lives

-and in the dream there was a massive volcano that was going to send out all over the Americas

-the dream might have said. It would leave most terrible for life

-in that Days of our Lives dream

-I remember thinking it might have been a plot method for a show like LOST

-maybe my mistakes are caused by me being out of it currently